I'm mad. Really mad. No reason really. Just can't stop being mad. Payton and I played hookie today so we could get some sleep. I didn't accomplish anything. We tried to watch a show together but couldn't watch anything without interruptions. I moved something and stacks of cds toppled. Livi's chatter was too loud. Dan's boss kept texting him on his day off. I feel like an explosion waiting to happen. I just wanted to open the front door and throw everything out.
When a friend came over and was chatting with Dan, I had to go to the girls' room to lie down. I just needed to hide.
Payton's going to go to his dad's. Dan's going to play magic. Livi and I are going to be home alone and I don't want to. I don't feel like I can handle it.
I'm so tired of being defective.
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