The countdown to homeless is ticking pretty loudly. I don't know that I have EVER felt so helpless. I keep doing things that are supposed to help, calling people, filling out papers, praying, crying. Nothing. Just sliding further and further into the abyss. I am struggling just to keep my brain from shutting down. I keep telling myself that my kids need me and then I can't figure out how I'm helping them. I know this is not logical and I know that in most ways, I am a good mom. They know that I love them and would do anything for them. I just can't seem to do anything that is helping right now.
At least we'll be able to see Ash this weekend. That was pretty up in the air for a bit too.
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